My Bipolar Perspectives of a Unipolar World

Mass Formation Psychosis is Becoming More Dangerous Than Bipolar Induced Psychosis

After watching a video of Dr. Robert Malone on the current situation with the Covid-19 Pandemic it really resonated with me. Psychosis is a detached mental state from reality. The reality of your surroundings hidden from your perspective by your own consciousness, being persuaded by voices in your head flooding every single moment of your day, telling you that you are experiencing a situation far from the reality of your life.

Can you imagine the strength of this imaginary foe and what it has become? How deep rooted must its foundations be to build up? How has it manifested for your own life to be turned upside down?

In my case, it’s surmised as being Bipolar Disorder. Now, you ask yourself the question. Do you know you’re fundamentally going through the same situation as I am? Shocked by that last sentence? Not sure if you are? Well……

You and the vast majority of everyone else in the World are experiencing a ‘Mass Psychosis’ of biblical proportions. Social madness and hysteria is being fed by the day through media platforms 24/7. Vaccines, vaccines and vaccines.

The mRNA vaccine has been around since the last century. You have been told that it’s a new defensive system. It’s nice to see that you are believing a TV that you are watching, or rather a TV that is actually watching you, instead of being concerned about yourself and researching the facts.

Have you asked yourself why 3 jabs are required?

Why experts are being struck off for pointing out the truth?

You have been slowly brainwashed and subjected to indoctrination that has eroded your self esteem and ability to think for yourself. The voices of the last two years have dissociated your thoughts and opinions about yourself and life and you are experiencing psychosis just as I experience it.

I ask formulated and structured questions yet get no concise answers

But because I’m Bipolar I don’t have a clue what I’m saying etc etc. Really? You need to ask yourself who’s the person with real mental illness problems?!?!?

Is the Meaning of Life Subjective or Objective?

Meaning in life has long been recognised as a central dilemma for human life. Psychology of human function, whilst acknowledging there is no consensus definition for the construct. There is a argument for the importance, leading on to the meaning, in life, based upon conventions in acculturations used as subjective judgmental processes.

We then have a strong argument from observations and experiences, that positive mood and meaning in life are born out of the phenomenology of meaning in life. This in turn, creates conditions for the objective study of topics usually regarded as subjective: consciousness and the content of conscious experiences such as judgements, perceptions, and emotions.

Then there’s the argument that everything is meaningless. Words have meanings yet are merely conventions. The word ‘water’ isn’t wet, but it identifies the object in reality. Like trying to determine the beauty of the stars in the sky. There is no beauty. They just exist. They are objects that are subject to simply existing.

So my conclusion to the question of the meaning of life being objective or subjective, is that it is neither.

The meaning of life is simply…..to EXIST!!!

A Global Pandemic or Simply Disease Management and Symptom Maintenance?

I’m living through this pandemic and I’m as qualified as anyone else to comment on what it is like. I am completely ok with the fact other people will disagree with me and disregard and disrespect my opinions. This is what highlights a common behaviour in society on all levels and topics which is arguably and possibly the reason why we are two years in now and still haven’t been able to understand what it is we need to do to eradicate or control the virus.

Polio, smallpox, tuberculosis had less impact and earlier this year a cure for AIDs was discovered.

We are being attacked by an invisible enemy. We can’t see it or identify it affecting others as its symptoms are just like a common cold or the flu. We have had so far 2 vaccines and a further booster jab to immunise the population. Why wasn’t a single jab sufficient? There’s now an omricon variant being reported by the media. The BBC in Great Britain, probably the most influential platform for many, published an article stating that the booster jab will provide the immunity you need to nullify the omricon variant. Is this propaganda? How do they know?

Vaccination for me was advised by my GP due to my medications. They lower the white blood cell count and therefore that put me in the high risk group. I had my 1st jab in February, my second in April and then my booster in October. I then thought to myself that if I was in the high risk group for Covid-19, a SARs virus, then I would be a risk too for influenza. I wasn’t offered flu jab however until I asked for it and justified why. As my medication for bipolar compromises my immune system, the pandemic has meant I have had to take further medication via the vaccines.

The foresight of the Government imposing lockdowns on certain dates is comical. Viruses don’t clock off at 5pm and start again at 9am the following day. Neither do they have any preference on the age of the host. They simply infect to multiply and evolve. Until eyes start opening to the blatantly obvious, it’s not going to go away anytime soon. Do you believe what you see or do you see what you believe?

This is disease management and symptom maintenance rather than health and healing. A cured patient is a lost customer to the pharmaceutical companies.

Daily Dose of Alan Watts #20

My Bipolar Review 📝

I’ve been writing a few things about my Bipolar and my medication etc etc. Thought I’d share it with you lovely lot and see if anyone can relate 👍 (Sorry about my scruffy handwriting btw)

Banksy: Urban Graffiti

My Acoustic Cover of ‘Keep What Ya Got’ by Ian Brown ft. Noel Gallagher 🎸

I put this video together of my attempt. I’m still a novice due to my lack of practicing and enjoying myself. This is one of the main aspects I’ve found being Bipolar is that you lose interest in the things you love. I’m determined now to pick my guitar up each and every day I can from now on. Even if it’s just for 10 minutes.

My Acoustic Cover of ‘Hotel California’ by The Eagles 🎸

My Acoustic Cover of ‘Dakota’ by the Stereophonics. 🎸

My Second Attempt at Writing a Book 📖

My Bipolar Perspectives of a Unipolar World: My First Year Under Psychiatric Care

My First Year Under Psychiatric Care .pdf Download

Following on from my first attempt at putting something together, I’ve been trying to formulate my experiences of my first year in Psychiatric Care. Already however, I have realised that it is only 12 months since my first Psychiatrist appointment. With this in mind, it’s brought the back story into play. Already there is a better way of getting my message across as it will document the process and time scales for your appointment with a Psychiatrist and what to expect.

I’m hoping to be able to explain it thoroughly and then maybe someone else who is now in the position I was, will take comfort in the fact it isn’t a ‘me’ thing. I often thought I was being ignored and forgotten about, being a nuisance constantly phoning the CMHT (Community Mental Health Team) to chase up my appointments and what is going on.

I’ve attached a link above of my opening couple of pages and it’s just literally that at the moment.

I’m going to be brutally honest about everything and I’m including my mood diary entries for a clearer picture. I sometimes read accounts of Mental Illnesses that are diluted down as to not shock. I feel that this is romancing what it is.